i hate loneliness.
i hate being alone.
the feeling makes me want to cry.
there's so much things that keep recurring in my mind when i'm alone.
i wish this would end soon.
cos i dont like it at all.

thank goodness.
when i'm in school,
i have you all.
when i'm home,
i have my family.
only at night,
will this feeling start to come about.
and i really hate it.

upon the shooting star,
i wish. i hope. i pray.
everything will be back to normal......
give me the simple life i once had...

she's the one;
Saturday, February 25, 2006;

she's the one;
Friday, February 24, 2006;

now that she's gone - linjunjie.

girl you know i miss you so.
i didn't know you had to go.
you've had enough of our distance baby.

before i had the chance to say.
i'm staying with you.
for the rest of my life.

don't keep telling me these words.
you don't know how much it hurts.
and i'll promise you eternity.
if you premise me you'll stay.
but now, it's too late.
i'm no longer the man that i was.

i will go on without her.
like a fool who's too sure.
i'm like a bird who's lost her wings.
a fire wothout its flame.

i don't know how to be strong.
when my love has t move on.
i am a song without a soul.
now that she's gone.
what's left of us is this song.

this is our song without a soul.
now that you're gone.
what's left of us is this song.

she's the one;
Saturday, February 18, 2006;

she's the one;
Saturday, February 18, 2006;

this entry is specially for my dear darling, tricia khoo hui yen. hahas.

i am so so so proud of her. gee. i love her. hahas. she scored an A1 for chinese lah. hahas. u don't have to worry anymore. it's all over. as for now, u just continue to strive hard yah. i believe you can do it!! hahas.

it was such an embaraasing moment. tricia khoo cried even before she got her results. she was so afraid that she may get a b4. she was whining away. then the moment came. it was an A1. hahas. then the 3 of us burst out in tears. gosh. i am so proud of her. hahas. just one tricia getting the o'level results for chinese and 3 others cried. i wonder what the scene will be like next year around this time, when all or us get all our results. hahas. we will be hugging in tears. hahas.

anyway TRICIA KHOO. you are the best! hahas. xD

she's the one;
Saturday, February 11, 2006;

HAPPY HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

its the 7th day of the chinese new year. which means, i can eat yu sheng!! hee. later my cousins and aunts will be coming here to eat huge yu sheng. hahas. im so going to love it. hahas. i love yu sheng. i love crowd. woohoo!!

went for performance today. it was like oh my god lah. bad, really bad. hahas. but who cares. it will be my last performance. hee. i dont care. i was like the oldest there lah, except the fact that amanda was older than me. only 2 sec 4, that's so pathetic lahs. hahas. argh. WHATEVER!

tests tests tests. so much tests during cny period. gosh! how to collect hongbao like that. i have like less than 200? argh. luckily on the last day of cny, my papa's and mama's comapny people coming over. then i shall continue to collect more hongbaos. then i can go buy many many things loh. hahas. looking forward to that day man. hahas.

oh yah. i hope that everyone is happy. hahas. i also dont know why i say this. but all of you out there. please be happy. it doesnt feel very nice to be sad yah. stay happy always. hahas. don't brood over your troubles and live your life happily, yah! hahas.

tricia, slowly gues yah. i think you wont get it! hahas. t w e n t y - t w o!!

she's the one;
Saturday, February 04, 2006;